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23 December 2010 @ 10:52 am
 
We've eight days till 2011. Please, please don't let me lose another loved one in these next eight days. I can't take it.

- Brush strokes and light sparks live on through this December snow. This is all I could give, being better for whom I know. -
 
 
 
Lilith_De_Sadelilith_de_sade on December 23rd, 2010 01:35 pm (UTC)
you ok hun?
quartiequartie on December 23rd, 2010 01:52 pm (UTC)
So many lost this year. Hal and I lost our grandmothers in Spring, I lost my childhood friend who was the same age as me and yesterday we heard that we have lost our friend who was, again, our age. Last week we received a gift from her in the post - a magnificent peice of art of a deer's head on burnt paper in a beautiful frame with a handful of different gracefully handwritten notes to us. She regrettably missed my birthday party this year but we were to stay round hers at some point soon.

I'm writing this all on here because facebook is too publicised. Thankyou for responding, hun. It makes you realise how much we miss people in our every day lives so thankyou again for initiating so many get togethers with us all. You're great at it. We will be there soon, it's just been so hectic.
Lilith_De_Sadelilith_de_sade on December 26th, 2010 10:33 am (UTC)
sorry to hear it love. If there's anything John or I can do for you, just name it. Take your time, you know we're always here. xx
fracture242 on December 23rd, 2010 08:38 pm (UTC)
I am so sorry to hear that things are not so good at the moment, my dear. As someone who has known a great deal of loss in life too I really feel for you both. I will light a candle and make a wish for you both that things will get better soon.
quartiequartie on December 27th, 2010 09:41 pm (UTC)
Thankyou so much - that is so kind and really helped. I hope your feastive season was full of deserved smiles!
assisted on December 24th, 2010 02:44 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear about your losses :( my Nan died recently, though she is out of pain now, it's hard isn't it? I hate missing people :( always so hard to deal with
quartiequartie on December 27th, 2010 09:37 pm (UTC)
Thankyou, hun. It's the missing them that's strange - you expect them to be at the end of the phone if you need them, huh? Sorry for you loss too.
Dark Optimism: Mourningshaunus4 on December 25th, 2010 12:47 pm (UTC)
I love you Beth. You and Hal helped me so much yesterday, just by bringing the energy you carry from your lives so well-lived.

Your kiss on my cheek is still somehow a comfort. I wish you a beautiful, peaceful time over the remainder of 2010, and a kinder 2011.
quartiequartie on December 27th, 2010 09:37 pm (UTC)
I love you too, hun. You are the one that feeds us with energy. I'm so glad to share our lives together so let's see each other more next year! Did you get to Synthetic Culture?
Dark Optimism: Evil Bearshaunus4 on December 27th, 2010 10:02 pm (UTC)
No, but am just about to head out to Voodoo Rock at Electrowerkz tonight, so, music permitting, I should get to express my love the best way I know how xXxx